On My Way!
i’ve always been the ‘bigger’ girl. I’ve been struggling with this for along time. i never really considered myself fat. until now. i am 5’9” and as a freshman i weighed around 150lbs. i got a job over the summer working at an ice cream shop. ice cream is my biggest weakness and it’s really hard to stay away from it. i am now a sophomore with the same height but weighing 40 pounds more. you do the math. i can’t bring myself to type it out. 150 pounds is at the time i thought alot. now i wish i was that. i feel like some of it is muscle. i have a really tight butt and thighs but that’s about all the muscle i have i guess.
i didn’t notice when i started gaining weight. i just thought “i’d get to it later” but i never did and ice cream cone after ice cream cone piled up and now, here i am. i want to be skinny more than anything! i want to look good in a bikini for once in my life! i want it so bad! and i don’t know where to start. so this is my journey to hopefully lose all the weight i gained and then some!
i also started eating after i went through some hard times with guys, you know, like every girl. i eat my emotions. i want to be so bad to be the perfect skinny girl. and i did the opposite to my body. i ruined it for myself. i hope that by having a blog to track my daily feelings or other things can hopefully help me.
i decided to go hard core awhile but it hasn’t really been working for me and it really hit me when i read undressedskelton.tumblr.com ‘s blog. she is an amazing girl and very inspirational. she is truely my idol and i hope to be just like her meaning i can lose weight too.
welcome to my journey.
